Two sleek loons swim and dive in the lake while I stand on the shore, listening the conversation about mean water level and stones and a grandfather who bought this property, back in the years when no phones reached here, and travel to the lakeshore was by foot or by hoof or a wooden-spoked wheel.

Chilly, I pull my sweatshirt hood over my head. A story about this summer cottage is that it was a farmhouse. Not so long ago, the landscape was cleared around this lake, and farms stretched down to the water. In the winter, ice was sawed into great chunks and shipped via train, cushioned in sawdust, to faraway homes.

In my own home, the carpenter has finished. I keep on with my paintbrush, call a daughter for reinforcements. A year ago, just out of surgery, I could stand only as a wilting flower stem, crooked over in pain. Sequestered in a hospital, I longed for cold rain on my face. Now, on this breezy afternoon, the wet wind burrows behind my neck. Later, at home, I feed my woodstove. There’s nothing permanent, but for now, this.

… I longed for spring’s thousand tender greens,

and the white-throated sparrow’s call

that borders on rudeness….

— Jane Kenyon