Friday afternoon, I knock off work early and stack wood with my youngest.
She’s a far better wood stacker than I am, precise in her ends, creating long tight rows on our porch. About the only thing I have going for me is endurance; I’m determined to stack it all, on this fine sunny day — that endurance, and my utter pleasure to be working outdoors, breathing the sweet smell of sap.
She rakes the piles of bark and the slivers we’ll use for kindling, as we talk about little things, nothing much. Later, she swims with a few friends, the three happy. Seeing her happiness fills me with joy.
On the cusp of school reopening, uncertainty is palpable. Will school open for a week? A month? What kind of crazy plan is this? Like most parents, I’m wondering what’s the way forward? What’s the way to feed her desire for learning and friends — in a pandemic? Who knows?
When I set the rake back in the barn, I find our hatchet. Its head is dull and loosened, in need of repair. Years ago, ax repair would have been my husband’s purview. I hold its hardwood handle. Okay, I think. Find a different solution.
The neighbor’s cat sprawls on our woodpile, gray belly up to the sun, purring.
The cool breeze.
With all his strength
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Hidden reminders. Definitely poetry worthy. Stacking wood, preparing for cool weather is a reminder we are moving forward although the pandemic decisions we must make certainly keep us standing still. Best wishes to you both for the upcoming school year.