The children came up with a phrase one nighttime this summer when they were supposed to be tucked into their beds and sleeping like little dears, but were not. The older boy said, The change is coming. We can’t sleep.
I told him to go to sleep, and I went downstairs to talk to his mother.
This illusive change reappeared in various contexts in the coming weeks. Missing chocolate bars and crocs were blamed on this change, a screen pushed out a window, irritable tempers. For all this and more, the change took the blame. But I told you, the boy laughed, I warned you the change came!
The change has arrived here. Walking after dark with the younger girl, she remarked on how quickly the days are ending now, and the sky presses lower, filled with dark. The garden’s growth has entirely dwindled, and our northern piece of this earth is slowly rotating towards cooling. Ever cheery, my younger girl remarked, But this makes the house so much cozier. It’s board game season.
Work
The voice of the laundry says, Hang me;
hang me, or I will mold.
The voice of the clothesline says,
tighter or I will sag…
While the subliminal shrews are ferociously
eating, always eating, in order to waste away.
–– Ruth Stone

I hung a recently acquired photo of my great grandmother on my wall and stood back to view it. Her eyes reminded me of someone and her mouth was neither sad, happy, or bemused. My thoughts–when I look at her–remind me of this complex, in-between time of year, a brief pause before the brilliant leaves and upcoming snows. I’m not sure if I am happy or sad, or both.
Isn’t that interesting? How you can have what seems to be two opposing views at once, but really may not be…..