I convince a friend to pull on her raincoat and meet me along the rail trail. The story this summer and fall has been rain, rain, more rain; the river runs high. Grabbing alders, we stumble along the edges, marvel that the two cars rammed deep into a bank have finally been removed. What remains is a sandy patch.

This amble is not conducive to talking: we toss bits of our lives between us as we struggle through the mud. Eventually, we make our way back to the trail. The bridge there is intact from July’s flood, but where the river rewrote its course the bridge hangs over the river, the bank jagged black earth. The rain falls hard now, streaming down my cheeks.

Vermonter Kenneth Cadow’s novel Gather (just named a finalist for the National Book Award) is fresh in my mind, a contemporary version of Huck Finn. Walking back in the rain that’s determined not to let up, my friend and I talk about growing up in New England: how powerful the autumn is, redolent with the scent of rotting leaves, the earth shaking off her pretty leaves, exposing the bones of mountains, rocks, the hungry rivers. Another friend sent word recently of this particular date’s power for him: the date his world shifted, spun from destruction to creation.

Walk finished, I’m grateful, ever so grateful, to return to my hot hearth, my wool sweater steaming, redolent of the sheep and grass that gave me these materials to knit….. and so it goes….

From Gather:

But I feel like you need to understand this. Our stories from around here come out like the way we keep our work shed: you go in there, see what you have lying around, some of it being old as hell, some of it being stuff you might even have had the money to buy for yourself. You move something, you find something else. You brush it off a little, then you use it or set it back down. But you need it all to piece together how things come to be the way they are now, how you come to be who you are.